I decided to share with you a part of my journaling today. I hope that it may help you with any of your struggles you may be going through today or the days to come. Remember you are never alone and He is always nearby ready to heal your aching heart! I know from experience. Writing in my journal daily helps me to get my thoughts back in perspective. If you don't journal, I pray that you would try it and see what God can do in your heart along the way. God bless!
"I'm having a difficult time today. I know I'm acting out in a way of trying to gain some sort of control in my life. I don't want to be emotional. I want to be filled with joy and peace regardless of what's going on around me. I'm so sorry Father. What's wrong with me? I know I didn't have a problem trusting and relying on you when I was single. Now I have a middle man which is my husband and I have to continue to know that you will speak to him and direct our paths through him. I feel so out of control in so many ways. I'm looking for a place to call "home" and can't seem to find it.
A home is a place that feels safe, peaceful and where family and friends gather. It's a place of laughter and fun! It's a place you can go when the world seems crazy around you and you can get much needed rest. I don't know if I've ever felt like I've had a "home". It seems as though there has been chaos around for so long. But what I realized today more than ever before is that "home" is wherever God is. I can find all of those things wherever I am wrapped in a blanket, with my bible, journal and worship music playing. So we might have our house and business taken away. We might be broke with no chance of money coming in soon, but I can always be at "home" with my Father anywhere I go! Thank you for that Papa! I love you!"
"Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4
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