I'm having a hard time blogging right now. I feel like I get up every morning and life is good so what would I have to say that anyone would want to hear. And then I realize how I think people will only want to read this if it has to do with struggles or a scandalous past. Sure we all like the twists and turns of someone's life especially if it's not our own. If we can live through someone else's eyes for awhile it takes the focus off of our lives.
God has been telling me to not only blog the bad but also the good. I pray and ask for things to happen in my life and I mention them but the whole point of God answering my prayers is for His glory and so that He can show up so others will believe that He can show up for them as well.
So I am going to try harder to blog daily once again. Even if I feel like you don't want to hear what I am typing. I took the focus off of what I was trying to do with this blog to begin with and that was for my own healing. Not whether someone else cares about what I'm going through or have been through.
God is allowing so many opportunities in my life right now. I say so many but it is a few but these few have the potential of absolutely changing my life in awesome ways. And I am so thankful for that. Once God gave me a vision for fitness, I reluctantly stepped up and said "I'm in completely Father. Let's do this thing." And it has been a fast, effortless ride so far. He has put everything into place for me. Providing a wonderful place and all the small details to go along with it.
Now I would be lying if I said I wasn't a bit nervous about this fitness class. But if God will answer my prayers for the littlest things, why wouldn't He bless me for the much bigger?
I am getting stronger and feeling more confident in myself as we go along in this journey. Right now I'm taking baby steps trying to feel the ground underneath me, but with His help I will be taking large strides and be comfortable enough in this season that I will be as surefooted as a deer.
He has placed the most incredible people in my life for such a time as this and I can't wait to see what surprises are in store every single day. When is the last time you have felt that way? Our lives should never be so difficult that we don't know if we can take another day. If you are feeling that way, then it's time to evaluate what's wrong. We are uncomfortable because we are not living according to the plan laid out for us. It pushes us make a shift to the right path and direction. If you don't feel like you can hear that from God, just sit back because He will send someone to let you know in a way that you will say.....ahhhhhh I get it now. Know that you are blessed and life was not meant to destroy you...it was meant to enjoy and be fulfilling. I'm seeing more and more signs of that every single day.
"The Sovereign LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights." Habakkuk 3:19
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