Can Cleaning Be A Hobby?

An end to another day. And as I say another day it really isn't. This day has brought new hope and excitement. And if I had to narrow down why I feel that way, I wouldn't be able to do that. I have spent several days in a slump. Maybe because of the holidays and maybe missing my son, but most of all because I just plain decided to isolate myself in the house. It has been awhile since I've gotten out of the house and really did much of anything.
My seasons have changed so much lately that I can't keep track what my days consist of anymore. For such a long time it was going to work 8 hours a day, 5 days a week. Then it was cutting back my hours to quitting completely. Next it was homeschooling my son to now being home every day by myself wondering what the heck to do. I will be starting a women's lifegroup again soon and I started mentoring women once again but what about the other spare time? How do I manage that? To be honest...cleaning isn't much fun anymore. And can cleaning really be a hobby? And even if it was one, would I want that as my only hobby?
So now it's back to finding what I enjoy doing. I spent so much of my life trying to numb out or just get through each day without falling apart that I never really explored finding the little enjoyable things in life. When I was younger I played basketball and absolutely loved it! I even coached my son's basketball teams when they were younger. I took piano lessons for years. I would say that it was enjoyable but I used it as a coping mechanism. When I was struggling or upset I would sit down at the piano and play until I had stuffed down everything that was bothering me. I have a piano in my basement and I can't look at it without it bringing back bad memories. I also used to draw but mostly cartoons and I enjoy writing. Yep - still not coming up with a hobby.
So I guess for now my hobby will be seeking God and allowing Him to show me what to do with my time. He will take me in a direction that will only lead to awesome opportunities. The one thing I know is that whatever I decide to do, I need to surround myself with women that will help me to grow as a woman of God and to just have fun! I've missed out on that in my life and it's time to giggle and laugh like I've never done before. I have a tendency to isolate myself from people because it feels safe. So I know that when I get in a slump and I'm reverting back to old habits, it's time to push out of it even if it takes more effort and energy than just sitting back and doing what feels more comfortable. I pray that you will do the same thing? What is God asking you to do this week? You might just be surprised.

"So roll up your sleeves, put your mind in gear, be totally ready to receive the gift that's coming when Jesus arrives. Don't lazily slip back into those old grooves of evil, doing just what you feel like doing. You didn't know any better then; you do now. As obedient children, let yourselves be pulled into a way of life shaped by God's life, a life energetic and blazing with holiness. God said, "I am holy; you be holy." 1 Peter 1:13-16 (The Message)